I've been wanting to make a new journal entry for awhile and now I've finally gotten around to making it
I've been super busy lately, that's why I haven't been responding to comments lately, it's not cause I don't want to, cause I love responding to everyone. I still read every comment I get, it's just that I only have a brief amount of time to be on the computer. I'm trying to limit myself cause I know if I don't I will be on here for hours.
I've been really putting off studying for my college entrance test because I've been really discouraged since I can't find a college I want to go to and I don't know what I want to do anymore. First I wanted to be a CAD engineer, then a software engineer, then a nurse or doctor, but now I just don't know. So I decided I'm just going to go to a community college and take general courses for the first couple years, then I'll move to a university once I figure out what I want to do. I really just can't put it off anymore, I need to be going to college so that way I can get more motivated. So I'm going to really cram in studying, so I can either start going in fall or winter.
I really appreciate every comment, fave, and watch I get, you have no idea how happy I get when I see something new, so if I don't respond it's not cause I am ignoring you at all. I will keep posting new pictures at least once a week. I will reply to stuff every time I get a chance or any day that I am not too busy, but for right now I can't promise I will be able to respond to everything, I will probably just respond to random things until I am free.
I hope everyone will still comment, fave, and watch, cause I still read every comment and I really do appreciate everything.
I'm saving up to get new tires for my car and as soon as I do I will start doing actual shoots so my pictures will look more professional. I know right now my pictures aren't the best quality cause I am not the best photographer by far and I don't come even close to having the right equipment or camera. I don't want to do shoots until I get tires since my car is un-drivable until I do and I would rather not have someone drop me off.
I doubt that anyone will, but if you know of any online work I could do please let me know. I had a 4.0 grade point average all throughout school and I'm a quick learner. It's been a few years since I was in high-school so I might be a little rusty on some things, but I catch on quick so I don't think I would have any problems. I just really want to save up to get tires quickly, it will make my modeling a lot easier and it will make getting back and fourth to college easier too once I start. I would prefer to find online work even though I doubt I will cause I'm trying to find jobs that are within walking distance from my house and I'm not having any luck. I have the whole spiral of I can't get new tires for my car cause I don't have a job, I don't have a job cause I don't have a car, I don't have a car cause I don't have tires
I'm also doing a couple features too. I am going to try to feature some of my watchers too, I want to find ways to thank everyone for their support and the only thing I can think of right now to show my appreciation is to feature some of my watchers when I get the chance. So I will try and update my journal every few weeks with a random feature of one of my watchers
This week I'm going to feature
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First is
he's a really great photographer and a really kind person, he's got some awesome pictures that just blew me away. Here is a few of my favorites
Next is the awesome
he's been a lifesaver, he's really helped me out through long messages on how to take better pictures, I really appreciate how sweet and helpful he's been. He has some really good pictures and a lot of other really cool stuff in his gallery that you should definitely check out. Here is some of my favorite pictures of his
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